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lalala day
Monday, Mar. 03, 2003 - 1:01 p.m.
I feel really comfortable around the new group. what is really interesting is that its not really set ukonw? like, ok i see jordan being around, juset because he's jordan, joeseph is kewl...i wonder if they will get close, brendan is a sweet heart, i know he thinks highly of me too and ofcourse vince..what would i do without vince in the future? its not going to last....i can feel it, itwont, but i know it willl be a logn one none the less, but i dont think it will be forever.my room is always a mess here. i have to seriously give it a good good GOOD CLEAN, i'll wait till it gets warmer, haah i'll start my SPRING cleaning during SPRING! eugh, i am so mad! i wrote lyn a long email and guess what happens? my computer fucking crashes, i got so mad and irritated that i've decided to wait another like day before i write it again, sorry lyn lol. Simon still kind of scares me from time to time.haha, he is so wierd sometimes, he is genuinine, but i can see why he would be pissed of at me, i mean, in a sennse, i am everything he is not. everything he wants to be, how shallow and self absorbed am i sounding now? quite im sure, but its the truth, if i cant speak the truth in my own diary where can i then? i just thought about ian, i am so mad at him, still, i dont know how he can just be like that. it makes me so irritated.
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