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lost
Sunday, Feb. 11, 2001 - 2:56 a.m.
im lying in bed at right now with my black lab top on my lap, im watching sex and the city and am looking out my beautiful window. the city, is absolutely gorgeous. my life has gotten, just a little unpredictable, i no longer just see myself in the little world that i once had. everything is so much bigger now, everything is filled with so many more endless possibilities. New york, chicago, shanghai, hong kong? where will i eventually end up? will i be one of those people that never really spends more then 2 years at a city? will i ever have a home? i consider this my home now, but i know that in a bit of time, i will be gone. im one of THOSE ppl now. im scared, im scared that i will get lost in my journey of self discovery. what if lose myself while finding myself?
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