a sign
Monday, Dec. 16, 2002 - 3:22 p.m.

I feel like im in for a rough, tough, buff (?? well it rhymed) road ahead of me. these next few years in toronto are not going to be easy. I was driving home from ubc today and as i was listening to true colors by phil collins, everything seemed so, i dunno, it seemed so clear. ahead of me, just as i was about to make way onto the arthur lang bridge, was an endless abyss of black and grey clouds. It was rainy, it was mucky, it was extremely putrid. HOwever, just along the horizon, the clouds just seemed to dissapear. there was an exact line that seperated golden sunny heaven from black sea of clouds. In that moment, it seemed like that was exactly what was in store for me. its like i have my life, things are going to get nasty for a bit, i have to guts it out, but in the end, everything will be ok. i will eventually get where i want to get.

it was very reassuring.

i dont want to be sad

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