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i love u
Sunday, Dec. 01, 2002 - 1:53 p.m.
so much has happened these last few days. i can't really begin/nor am i in the mood to describe what exactly has happend in detail, but i will say that i think im at another big transition in my life. i hate myself for being so cowardly, but there is nothing else i can do. Maybe in order for me to finally get my shit together, for me to finally prioritize, i dont need a little push, but a gigantic one. one into toronto perhaps. ian, youve taught me so manythings , i thank u for the inspiration and admiration you have provdied me. i'll never forget these 3 days. The joy, the sheer bliss, but the pain aswell. You've forced me to grow and realize that this world that we live in is a harsh one. Things happen, and things dont happen, but the fact of the matter is, we have to deal with things. i just wish it could have ended on one of those ups, rather then a down.
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