i dont feel well
Saturday, Sept. 21, 2002 - 9:01 p.m.

Well, its been a while since i've formally written anything in the old diary. lets see if there are any important events i need to remind my self of...

1) i am still desperately in need of a boyfriend. i've realized that im intirely co-dependant and that the very nature of my future happiness relies on whether or not i find my self a boyfriend.

2) for the lack of the boyfriend that i do NOT have right now, i have substituted SHOPPING to fill that void. its doing some lethal damage to my bank account right now.

3) i need to get my act together for school real soon.

4) its been a while since i've done anything with a GROUP of friends, everything i've been doing has been with like one or two ppl, and then one or two other ppl. NOne of my friends know each other, doesn't that sound incredibly unhealthy?

5) i wish i were somebody else