herpes
Friday, Aug. 23, 2002 - 3:43 p.m.

jesus i hope i dont have a disease, but i keep on getting lighter. sadly, im happy still, subconsciously, i like being light, but i know that i should really try and put on some weight.

so one of my friends who will remain nameless, actually, screw that, lets call her Mariah, has just found out the she has herpes. well, not genital herpes, but, what do you call it, oral herpes? or mouth herpes?

mariah was so upset, she called me and just started crying and freaking out and i did my best to try and calm her down. I would be really upset too i know if i had the disease. i mean, its a part of you forever, its a part of your life now, and you can't ever get rid of it *atleast until they find a cure for virus'*

i just told mariah that it would all be ok, and that its the fucking millenium, herpes is the new "acne" problem. I mean, u get 2/3 break outs a year, and you take medication to sustain it, and it never goes away. Your not going to die from it or anything, its no longer a big deal, we can treat anything now a days.

im getting excited about Andy. i really hope that its not too much of a hype. its hard to say your going into things without any expectati0ons when deep down, you have these major expectaions.

so Darby is my new third key. WoW. i thought it would be wierd at first, but after the intial like 5 minutes. SO NOT WIERD> i love it with Darb there. he's great. and i think he's going to do a fabulous job too. the Shefields guy WAS cute.