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i am MAD
Sunday, Aug. 18, 2002 - 3:05 p.m.
i am in the WORST mood ever. i FEEL so crappy. Let me make a list of things that have added to my fowl (spelled wrong?) mood.1)Eric, charlies new beau, well not that new. He pisses me off to the max. He makes me so uncomfortable and makes me feel shitty about myself at the same time. I have no idea how he ended up snagging a catch like charlie, i know im being a bitch for saying this too, but i hope it ends REAL soon. He is SO annoying. He's UGLY too. and he needs to CHANGE HIS CLOTHING. he IS a nice guy...i guess..in that annoying nice guy kind of way,but he always has to re-assert himself in some way...its like he knows he's totally unworthy of charlie, so he makes us feel bad in the process of his self validity. As if, and he keeps on bringing up the fact that he's seen me naked *somewhat*... let me clarify. We were all at the beach, and as i was checking my tanlines, i lifted up my trunks to take a look becuz i was on my back, and eric just happend *yea right* to catch a glimpse of my num num. EEW. that totally CREEPS me out knowing that he has seen me in THAT WAY. And to make matters worse, he KEEPS ON BRINGING IT UP. "oh , well not like there isn't a part of you that i haven't seen louis" *wink wink* AS FUCKING IF. 2) my mother, she is such a moron. NO im serious. she is soo, just judgemental. i was wearing a sweatshirt today, and she starts arguing with me of how i shouldn't be wearing a sweatshirt, becuz its not cold enough. ARE YOU FUCKING IN MY BODY? DO YOU HAVE TELE-FUCKING-PATHIC POWERS IN FEELING HOW I FEEL? NO1!! I DONT FUCKING THINK SO!!! christ i was so mad. and she keeps on thinking that im dating ANY GUYS I am in a picture with. LOSER 3)James, he's just pissing me off. man, why am i so menstraul?
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