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Rochas
Thursday, Aug. 08, 2002 - 5:33 p.m.
I am so a shopoholic. It seems that whever i get a day off or part of a day off from work where i have no real plans, where do i end up? the mall. Im very big on the shopping by myself thing. ITs kind of theraputic. I stroll into stores, i take my time, i take joy in the fact that if i wanted to, i could buy that jean jacket that i like but dont really need. I mean i never really end up buying it, well ....ok i do.so my splurge for this week was....drum roolls....new cologne. I have been searching for a new scent for a lonnnnnnnnng time. I dunno, i thought i really really really loved nautica, but the more i wear it, the more..........i realize, its not really me. Like, i WANT it to be me, but its not. I mean it CAN be me, but only for a certan amount of time. Its not one fo those scents that will stick onto me comfortablly. Im big on ppl being able to sort of make mental associations with scents, so naturally, you want something thats unique, distinctive, and...you know just all around nice right? so i ended up buying smoething that...i SO should not have bought. Firstly it cost 90 dollars. Talk about lack of self control eh? anyways, i did a little bit of soul cologne searching so to speak. What do i want to smell like? I realized i did not want to smell sporty, not fruity, not really too fresh, but nothing too dull. So it seemed as though i was edging too the euro stuff, you know, the really "rich" sort of smell. but at the same time, i dont like heavy euro trashy cologne either. And then, bAM it hit me. this scent. This smell that made its way back into my memory. It was this perfect scent that had a hint of vanilla, yet it was very very mysterious and playful at the same time. Oh yes, i started to manipulate my brain into re creating that scent over and over and my knees were getting a little wobly, i was practically getting off on the virtual stuff. Guess who's scent i ended up realizing it was? Allan's. That night, when we went on that perfect moonlight date, with him being so dreamy, one of the things i remember the most about him was his cologne, it was OH SO mysterious and just such a TURN ON. so now the question for me was, do i really want to buy a cologne that has a scent that would physically turn me on? this goes back to my whole incest theory of me wanting myself eventually, why in the world would i buy this cologne right? i mean, wouldn't i want to save it for my future boyfriend and then make him wear it? well, i bought it. ANd for the past two days, i can't stop smelling myself. I love it so much, and its sorta wierd too, because i always think allan is behind or around me, like its an instincual reaction, i'll totally forget that im the one whos wearing it. You've got to be skilled when you can ramble on for an entire diary's entry on a cologne dont you think? I do... the cologne is called Rochas. pronounced Rochay. i better stop talking bout it before i turn myself on again. ---later--- right so now i know why i am so turned on by it, its not just becuz of allan, thank god. its becuz..contained within this cologne * i know..how the hell can i go on for soo long about a cologne?*....contanis the following: bergamot jasmine amber vanilla chocolat sandlewood so 3 out of the 6 substances are natural aphrodisiacs! boom, i am NOT still hung up on ALlan, yay, me!
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