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i feel so sad
Sunday, Aug. 04, 2002 - 10:12 p.m.
My room was a mess as i lay sprawled across two puffy mounds of feathery heaven, hands covering my face in a petty atempt to weaken the onslaught of my tears upon tears.So lost, so empty, so alone. I thought i'd be able to find myself at the Gay Pride Ball yesterday. Well, what i really mean by the term "find myself" is to be able to find "that somebody" else. I dont ask for much, i have him drawn up so perfectly in my head. Even a variation i would find completely suitable. What i DID find was about 1000 horny lonely men, cheap, consumed by the sadness of alchohol and ecstasy rummaging throughout a sweaty and smelly plaza of nations, and my prince, no where to be found. If i really am a child of the sun, then my chances in salvaging my other half seem to be slim to none as of late. I cry once more.
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